Beauty
This post was written as part of the Beauty of a Woman BlogFest, Girl Boner addition. Both can be found at http://augustmclaughlin.wordpress.com starting Monday February 24th.
_________
My beauty lies in my hair, not because I’ve styled it nicely but because it’s always available to Him by the fistful. It lies in my mouth, not because I paint it red but because it offers Him the words He longs to hear. It lies in my breasts, not because they are bouncy and perky but because they offer Him a canvas for His work. It lies in my ass, not because I shape it with lunges but because it’s a gateway to His discipline of me. It lies in my pussy, not because it is meticulously groomed but because it offers Him pleasure and control over my pleasure.
My beauty lies in the rope marks etched deep into my skin. It lies in the bruises that I proudly wear hidden under my clothes. It lies in the welts that make it hard to sit. It lies in my throat as I gasp for air. It lies in my tears as pain erupts in me. It lies in my screams, my whimpers, my moans as I validate His intricate work.
My beauty lies in my posture as I kneel for Him. It lies in my willingness to be His, to be what He wants and needs me to be. It lies in my strength, my ability to yield to Him. It lies in my confidence, the ease with which I give Him control of all of me. It lies in my unashamed desires, readily shared with Him and fulfilled by Him.
My beauty lies in my submission to Him. It lies in all that I am and all that I can be; uninhibited, joyously displayed for all to see.